7th beat

Ghost

I stayed up all night reading my own mind.

i can’t alter what my mind says between what I desire.

You are like a code that I can never decipher.

Like a secret that can’t be revealed.

Mindless as I came to be

The impact was a heartfull of answers.

Like a ghost you came robbing my sanity

Afraid of what you can make out of me

Curious of what you are really made of.

Granted of  your invisibility

Your presence are much stronger.

A nightmare for others

A sweetdreams for me.

I thought I was awake the whole night…

I guess I was dreaming..

Uncertain

Did I scare you last night?

I guess I did

We are back from square one of who we are into our lives.

I’m having trouble controlling the beating of my heart for  you.

I’m a disaster, call me freak or paranoid but thats who I am.

Is it my fault to love you?

Or yours for coming intomy life?

I am happy being with you.

I miss you even if you are with me.

I love you even if you don’t.

6th Beat

Having been committed to love someone

means losing the opportunity of having

others to love you so be sure the person

you’re committed to deserves your love

and worthy of your sacrifices.

Stranger

Looking at you was still the same

Thinking about you will be forever

Funny how love can works to a stranger.

Just a passer by that became a “MARK” into your life.

Does this mean you are someone i have to keep

Or a memory of my past?

I hope it will be the first one

But I know it’s the last.

The sweetest memory so far in my life…

Tired

morning was lovely, fun and exciting…

noon became routine and boring…

night was a fucking disaster …

as fast as the time passed by

and so are you…

please remember than you can never change time 

as like you can never stop it.

whatever you have did you can never undone.

life sucks isn’t it?

Gray Sky

morning was a disaster…

evening is even worst…

does it mean it’s the end?

i’m afraid to ask 

would you care to tell

or should i just be still 

and let the time pass by….

Time

Sorry

always the wrong choice of words that gets me into trouble.. sometimes i wish i know how to shut up!

and also wish that sorry and a smile can ersae it all!

sorry for ruining your night!

4th Beat

True love never surrenders. It might get tired but little rest is enough to love again even better cause true love would never complain, it would always find way to understand pain.

Tattoo

nakakapagod mag isip.

kahit minsan ndi mo isipin sumisiksik pa rin sa utak mo ang mga bagay na dapat hindi mo na isipin.

at sa lahat ng ayaw mo isipin yun pa ang mga bagay na ayaw umalis sa utak mo.

tulad mo!

kahit na anong gawin ko para kang tattoo na naka “marka” sa utak ko. 

hindi kayang burahin ng panahon at ng ano man.

palitan man o takpan man ng kung ano lalabas at lalabas ang “marka’ inutkit mo sa aking isipan.

tama ka! 

magulo diba? pero ndi mo ba naisip kaya magulo marahil ndi ko alam ang kasagutan na maari mo namang sabihin.

hahayaan mo na lang ba na manitiling kang isang katanungang ala-ala sa aking isipan?

marahil yan ang gusto mo para manatiling kang gising sa isipan ko. 

na kahit kelan iisipin ko ang sagot.

sino ka nga ba?

ano ka nga ba?

totoo ka ba?

mahal mo ba ako o ito’y isang laro lamang?